this is just a rant.
i said to my self i would never feel this way again but here im doing the same thing, last time she pulled me out of mine own darkness, she made me feel inside. side note, some stuff happen and i ended up here death and after that i feelt no emotions inside what so ever then she helped me out, i never let her know what she did for me, back to the mane point, most of the bonds i have created with people are broken now. and that's not the mane point im mad at myself for letting all this happen. i just can't put it together shit i hate feeling self petty.